First School

Recently I went to the place where my childhood years had been spend. After 10 years the visit was so divine and blissful. I went to see my old and first school, where i had learned to run, hop and skip. Where i had learned the value of Teachers in my life. Where i had the first fight, first cry outside home, first friends, and the first Best Friend. That place gave me friends whom i have even yet, and will have them for life. This is the place where i had my first crush....and realization that love is a complex yet sweet thing. This is the place where i learned sharing things as small as a pencil, some food, without any selfish reasons. The innocence of that childhood remained retained over there of so many children who move on in their lives to better places and institutions none of which has the beauty of the first school.

The Big Difference!

Being different is a curse and a blessing also. It is hard for me to understand which one scores more over the other? Am i like others? Y am i different? Y does no one understand me? What do i Lack in? Or do i have something more than others? Are these questions in my head normal? Cos there are very few people whom i know say the same for themselves. Am i not mature? How Would one define Maturity? Is it the ability to understand everything yet do nothing regarding it out of own self will? Or would a person be called mature just because he does not understand anything of the world in real but still just follows the Thumb Rules, Social Rules blindly out of fear of being judged? People are continuously running behind success. What is success? Is it more important than your present life? Does a person forget to be thankful to be just alive in that pursuit of success? It is a wide belief that being content with what you have and your present self will actually hamper your growth, but what if one knows the consequences of all this growing and success. Does Growth and Progress give a man ultimate happiness? There are millions of people who are growing and successful, but still unhappy later in their lives, and they somehow die in this sadness.
One Should Try to understand life first. Because once you go ahead and be successful and progresses, you will never understand. You mind will be too tired to work out the complexities. Being Different brings about thoughts like this which will never be understood! Because everyone is not different, they wont understand that i understand. I cant make them understand that they don't understand, they are too ahead and far successful to realize the beauty of this mere life.

A Hopeless Love Poem-from a broken heart

No time to grief,
No time to cry,
I have been hurt so much,
My pain is unspeakable as vast as the eternal sky.


Why did this happen?
Was this my Fault or Fate?
Should have understood better,
But now it has become too late.


My Heart is broken in many,
It is now beyond repair,
Have nothing left to do,
Except grieve, cry and Despair.


I still pray for her and love her,
with whatever pieces of heart i have left,
i end this with no hope nor love,
I just hope she gets the thing which i got Bereft.

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Ever Wondered Where this life is taking you? I bet you did, once at least when u were depressed, sad or in melancholy. Then what happened? Gave up the search for answers? The people of the world are running all time to stay alive....For what? What you call a life in which all you do whole time thinking about feeding yourself and family....taking care of loved ones and after some decades dying. Wondered that what will all this lead to...nothing......then Y do u still run?
Do u believe that quality of life is more important than its wholesome quantity? What if you die tomorrow? Hell what if u have a sweet toffee after reading this article choke on it and die? Nobody thinks of death as so close do they? It is strange how humans manage to deceive their brains that death is such a sure thing, and it cant come to them. A college going teenager or a guy on his first job would say....heck i m too young to die!!!
Tell you what, you are not. No one is too young to die. Every age is suitable for death. So if u die tomorrow, in a car crash suppose...will be content? Heck no! You had so many dreams, You wanted a car, a good spouse, kids, riches, etc etc etc...blah blah...
Is that what you are thinking? Well than let me tell you, you are thinking the wrong things. That all does not, and never did actually matter! Those are simply materialistic things, which you were like a blind man following for your own happiness. You may ask what then? What should i think?
The answer is simple. Be prepared for your death. Live life as if you will die tomorrow!! And be fucking happy about it! Y??? That does not mean go to a bar, get drunk and laid everyday!! That is not what i meant.
Well imagine a situation...where you had a fight with the one closest to your heart...and u died! What a fucking waste. Your soul may never be in content. So do one thing from now on!

1. End fights with a smile a hug and a word of care you never know it might be your last.
2. Always let your loved ones know you care when u walk out of that door.
3. Forgive mistakes and live in peace yourself, hatred and grudge will only eat your soul up in the long run.

Life is too short for fights and anger. It is too short for getting and spreading love too. So what will you do in this short time you got? ANGER or LOVE?

Decide.

God Bless.

<- I Dont know The Answer To her questions! ->

She is bubbly she is cute she is nice she is sweet,

I Dont know her at all but y does she still feel like a treat?



She asks me Y...I really dont know what to say,

The only answer i can think is tht my heart has no particular way...



I know she wont trust me whatever is say or whatever i do,

She is no 1 i know but y is it that it still makes my moods blue?



How do i answer her if i have so many questions of my own,

I did not even hear her voice, not even on the phone.....



I dont think i m in love cos i know i dont feel love anymore,

My heart is bruised beyond repair i know it will always be sore...



I wish she did not ask me Y cos i dont know the answers yet,

I tried a million times but she is someone i cant easily forget!!

Cant Answer You Y..!!..!!

Y is the World so vast,

Y is everything so fast..

Y r the questions so endless,

Y r all the answers a usual mess...

How Do i answer your questions,

When the truth is not in good proportions....

I dont wanna lie, the truth i cant say,

When i feel comfy, everything will come out tht day!