Never Want To Leave You

I stare at the gifts which you gave me long back,

Look at your beautiful face all day on my Mac,

I keep feeling your presence over & over again,

Try to forget your thoughts & drown away the pain.

Put a fake smile & walk around all day,

Want to meet you soon there is so much to say,

But in your presence I feel so tongue tied,

Can’t show you my love so I try to hide.

When you leave my sight I shed unseen tears,

My heart fills with doubt and so many fears,

I miss you so much it’s difficult to stand,

Never want you to go, never leave my hand.

Heartdead till Deathbed

I sit amongst the crowd being all alone,

My heart beats like a machine....like a piece of stone;

The moments keep passing.....away passes time,

In this life nothing belongs to me nothing is mine.

Happiness and sadness is a big lie,

All of us in the end have to definitely die;

Working so hard taking all the pains,

End takes it all will leave me no gains.

I go numb with every second passed,

What will one do with all the wealth amassed?

I try hard to be numb and keep my heart dead,

Just waiting for this life to pass till my deathbed.