Heartdead till Deathbed

I sit amongst the crowd being all alone,

My heart beats like a machine....like a piece of stone;

The moments keep passing.....away passes time,

In this life nothing belongs to me nothing is mine.

Happiness and sadness is a big lie,

All of us in the end have to definitely die;

Working so hard taking all the pains,

End takes it all will leave me no gains.

I go numb with every second passed,

What will one do with all the wealth amassed?

I try hard to be numb and keep my heart dead,

Just waiting for this life to pass till my deathbed.