Unending Pain

I thought I could escape the pain,

I thought it will pass with the rain,

But all my efforts washed away in vain,

I lie here all alone getting insane.

I don’t understand why I never succeed,

I don’t know why I still have the need,

When will my heart n mind be freed?

When will all this end and I stop to bleed?

When will I stop being blown?

When will they change their sarcastic tone?

I want to be ever out of this zone,

I never ever wanna feel so alone.

Why do I always end up alone in bed?

Counting the tears which are fruitlessly shed,

Why do I always bleed so red?

Why am I alive and still not dead?