Thoughts On My Deathbed

I lie on my deathbed looking at the past, my youth years, my childhood. There are so  many things I have wronged. So many things i could have done better things, could have made more friends. Less enemies. I earned so much money and fought with so many people in the process. I ignored those who were close to me..just because i wanted others to come closer. So many misunderstandings could have been avoided. i could have spread so much more smiles. I could myself have smiled a lot more...laughed much more. If only i could take those harsh words back. If only i could stop those tears from coming out....from all the people whom i hurt so much. If only i would have worried about my future less and had enjoyed my present more. But that is not what i did back then. What is the use of regretting it now. Alas!My life is going to end and there is nothing that i can do about it. Pls GOD let me go in the past, change a few things and correct a few more. And i never thought GOD would actually grant me that wish. but he did. And here i am back again...to make a few changes and create a few more smiles. I can actually make my death more serene than what i just was facing. So making changes, erasing the wrongs and living life as it should be lived. You wont get you second chance. Not everyone is so lucky!!!