Still Searching

Still searching for you all Day and Night,

You haven’t turned up in my arms yet;

Every night goes without Love or Fight,

I wonder why we still haven’t met.

Don’t you hear my call my whistle my song,

I search for you the whole world wide;

Without you life looks so long,

I stare empty at the sea and the tide.

I know you’re out there why don’t you come?

I have waited for you a very long time;

I know for me you are the only one,

Come to me quick, please quick be mine!

Need that Love!

I need that stupid love,

Need the familiar pain.

Can’t live without it,

Am going so insane.

My life is worthless,

Just a piece of crap.

Just wanna die,

Free myself from this trap.

I waited long enough,

But nothing good I saw.

My life is a joke,

It’s become a big flaw.

Poems don’t lessen the pain,

Just hollow words afterall.

I wanna lie dead,

Wanna no longer crawl.

Searching for her

I want to fall in love again my heart is dying in screaming pain,

This loneliness is driving me crazy it’s making me insane.

I want her to hold my hand and heal all the bruises of my heart,

She will take away all my pain and remove the venomous dart.

I know she is somewhere in this crowd I can feel her essence in me,

I know she is too trapped somewhere waiting to be set free.

I search her day and night but can’t find her trail,

It’s been so long since I have been trying m afraid I’ll fail.

I don’t wanna to lose her atleast not her in this whole wide place,

I need to see her once atleast, hold her hand kiss her face.

I m slowly losing hope and I know she is too feeling the same,

Please god gimme a clue I can search her from the depths of earth, atleast gimme a name.

I'll make you fall in love with me

Don’t be afraid to let your heart beat,

Take those steps forward with your fair feet;

Come to me love, I'll hold you in my arms,

Very soon you won’t be able to resist my charms.

I'll try to woo you as hard as I can,

I know I have faults but I can be a good man;

With your help I will be better than I m now,

You will be amongst the very few before whom I bow!

I see you already know what I want you to feel,

One day I'll have a ring & on one knee I'll kneel;

I will give you all the happiness & make u feel free,

I'll make sure that you fall in love with me.

Backstabbed

I cried in heavy rain so my tears could really hide,

I stopped all my pain till it withered away & died;

Told no one of my sadness & saved a lot of smiles,

I walked in search for answers walked a thousand miles.

No one really cared or bothered to ask me twice,

For falling in love so deep I paid a heavy price;

My heart is in shatters & pieces so many,

I gave her all my love and spend every single penny.

Got nothing but pain and deceit in the very end,

I was stabbed by those who called me a true friend;

I still can’t speak to nobody of my shameful fall,

Was ditched by so many and hated by almost all.