I Offer Only Pain

All I can ever offer is pain in its purest form,

The worst of all heartbreaks within its cruelest norm;

I still however offer love & comfort & passion of the skies,

Never will I dilute that with deceit or baseless lies.

I will be water to your fire, still never let it burn out,

Will linger throughout your life without any doubt;

Adding sparkles to your smiles till it dazzles the world apart,

You will find eternal warmth within your aching heart.

Maybe in the very end you will still crash and burn,

Love in all its fury is something you will still learn;

Cannot promise that it won’t end with excruciating pain,

It will be deadly as cyanide still sweet as champagne.

Give me your sorrows

I tried to write beauty, but the words didn’t come out,

Your thoughts helped me to make a million words sprout;

Your smile, your eyes, your beauty gives me wings,

I am just a peasant; you deserve the greatest of kings.

I love you or I hate you, I still cannot decide,

You make the strangest feelings within me glide;

Your sorrow brings me tears, makes my heart so ache,

Cannot see you unhappy, I cannot see you break.

I know you have been hurt and betrayed by all,

Hope you trust me enough but that’s your call;

All I know is I care, can’t see you in such tears,

Just give me your sorrows, will take all your fears.

The Firefly

I stare into the emptiness which keeps growing deep and wide,
Engulfing darkness screams at me from every nook every side;
The calm deafens all even the loudest cheer,
Sets affront every shabby wrath, all possible fear.

I wade in the darkness towards the tiny light,
Wishing every moment that it could have been a little more bright;
Dark waters slow me down all throughout the mucky way,
Not a soul to talk to, there is nothing more to say.

It grows bigger, the light and turns into a steady gleam,
Does that look like hope or so it only seems?
I look above me to find no clouds, no starts, no sky,
Reach the buzzing light to meet a dying firefly.

Wanna never say Goodbye

I sit here all alone thinking about you all the time,

That fate puts us apart for even few mins is such a crime;

Precious seconds pass away without a glimpse of your face,

Without you this life feels like an un-winnable race.

As I close my eyes, your face floats in my mind,

I sleep intoxicated hoping you will be there in my dreams to find;

I hate to wake up as you go away from my sight,

Without you there is all darkness, there is no light.

I wish I would die in all the moments without you,

What I feel for your smile is something so very new;

Please come back soon please don’t let me die,

I wanna be with you forever, wanna never say you goodbye.

I Dream Of You

I lay alone on the bed feeling your touch,

Those lovely hugs and kisses caress me too much;

Feel so much peace as your rub my head with your palm,

Somehow you awaken a strange calm.

I feel your breath seeping in my soul,

I feel my head stop and lose all control;

Mesmerizing eyes of yours capture my heart still,

Your warmth drives the worst of the chills.

You linger around long to hold my hand,

Feels like walking on the beach in the sand;

What you do next seems a bit too extreme,

I woke up suddenly to realize its just a dream.