Unending Pain

I thought I could escape the pain,

I thought it will pass with the rain,

But all my efforts washed away in vain,

I lie here all alone getting insane.

I don’t understand why I never succeed,

I don’t know why I still have the need,

When will my heart n mind be freed?

When will all this end and I stop to bleed?

When will I stop being blown?

When will they change their sarcastic tone?

I want to be ever out of this zone,

I never ever wanna feel so alone.

Why do I always end up alone in bed?

Counting the tears which are fruitlessly shed,

Why do I always bleed so red?

Why am I alive and still not dead?

A million dollar smile in ten rupees only!

                  On my way to work today, I saw a child who was not more than 3 years old. He stood in shabby clothes, by the signal, waiting for cars to stop so he could beg for money. My car was the first one to approach the changing red light and the boy outstretched his arm, signaling me to stop. He came closer to my window and was trying hard to see in through as he was so small. I pulled down my windows, and he looked at me with expectant eyes. I wanted to give him something special. And a one rupee coin would make him happy, I knew that. But from my wallet I took out the 10 rupee coin, which is very rare to get and which was the only one I ever got. i gave him the coin and waited for his response. He gave me the sweetest smile, I ever received. He gave me the sweetest smile, I ever received. It was a smile which said thanks, which made me want to hug him at a point of time. His innocence touched my heart in ways I never knew something could. He kept looking at the coin for about 30 seconds. He had no idea of its value, but he knew the coin was different and admired the shiny texture. He looked at me again, and showed me the coin with another smile. He came closer to my car again. He wanted to talk, but all he could say was “vala pav chahiye”. The signal turned green and I moved on still touched to the core. If only I could help more!

Easier to Break than to Make~!

Human nature is very weird. And in ways our intelligence is our greatest enemy. People over ages have fought great wars to achieve peace, whereas peace prevailed in the times when men were not so intelligent.It is so much more easier to start a war and break countries or groups over petty issues. Peace is rather a difficult aspect to achieve. A sore word here and there can start up the bloodiest of fights. People in this world are willing to fight almost on any stupid issue to prove a false feeling of supremacy. What men forget is that the proved supremacy, even if it lasts for a lifetime will have to eventually end its reign. Most of the fights are fought without the slightest of reason, and the purpose would not even serve for more than a couple of hours sometimes. But still men continue to fight over and waste their precious energy, instead of utilizing their creativity and intelligence for greater peace of mankind. And a war once fought takes decades or centuries to be forgotten. It is so difficult to bring the people together and make them realize a common religion and faith which is humanity and not otherwise.

Left Alone

In this world full of so many people, it is so easy to be invisible. So difficult to get noticed. So easy to be a part of a crowd. Why does one have to have to be so much interactive and spontaneous to be in a group? Why does one have to learn to either bitch about people, or learn to act totally stupid to get noticed? One with a quiet nature and soft mouth will not get noticed, even if he has the nicest of thoughts or ideas. This person does not get accepted if he does not voice his opinions loud enough for everyone to hear him. It is very important for a person to speak out. Even if it is something stupid and un-meaningful. The bottom line is, to be in a group, you really have to stay there and run behind it and put in efforts. You cant be a quiet person and expect people to come to you. But this is not fair is it? What if a person is simply not one of the speaking types. If he is one of the types who has lovely ideas, but wants to stay quite until needed. Why is the person left alone in the dark, for being himself?

Can't say what I want to!

I love you so much but i cant say that  do,

My heart stops beating every time i see you.

Can't tell you the depth of ocean, can't explain flight of birds,

Can't express my love, can't tell you in words.

I look at you everyday from far and so near,

When i miss you a lot I always shed a tear.

Its hard to admit or understand Y I love you so,

Why does my heart beat so fast, I really do not know.

Why did I fall in love, I knew it was not meant to be,

How did I get so trapped, when i wanted to be free.

My heart is no longer with me, you stole it so soon.

How could i stop myself, your face reminded me of the moon.

There is no way I can tell you, noway to explain,

Even if I wanted to, I could never share my pain.

I wish you would magically know, what I wanted to say,

That is the only thing I wish for, that is the only reason i pray.