Unending Pain

I thought I could escape the pain,

I thought it will pass with the rain,

But all my efforts washed away in vain,

I lie here all alone getting insane.

I don’t understand why I never succeed,

I don’t know why I still have the need,

When will my heart n mind be freed?

When will all this end and I stop to bleed?

When will I stop being blown?

When will they change their sarcastic tone?

I want to be ever out of this zone,

I never ever wanna feel so alone.

Why do I always end up alone in bed?

Counting the tears which are fruitlessly shed,

Why do I always bleed so red?

Why am I alive and still not dead?

Its ok if you cant say

There are some feelings in you which i cant seem to reach,
Some barriers you put up,which i m not able to breach.

You seem to tell me everything,but still it feels as you hide,
You have words and feelings hidden very deep inside.





Its fine if you decide not to open upto me,
But if you can pls do it will make your heart free.

I will wait till the day you decide to take me to that lane,
The special place in your heart where you keep all your pain.

Till then i will keep doing things which will make you smile,
Its ok if i dont succeed in the beginning & take a little while.


I wont give up on you till i make your heart feel good,
Even if i have to cross mountains, for you i really would.