Hate Bringing People Together

As ironic it may sound, hate does bring people together. Although we always seem to believe on the contrary. From our childhood we have been taught to spread love and that would bring people together. And I do not deny that it works to a certain extent also. But have you every observed that hate works stronger than that? Lemme show you how. Go back to the memory lanes to childhood and remember the first teacher you bitched about who gave you tones of homework or screamed at you for no reason at all. And then you noticed that others hate her too. How the common hatred of all people for the teacher became a bonding topic for all your friends. How you still enjoy the hate talk about a person behind their back. And sometimes people do have too much in common to discover when they meet. But a common hate is the reason enough for bonding sometimes. Even now the strongest of groups a not build by most common likes but the most common dislikes. It does work in a strange way and if you do think on a deeper level you will realize it to be true. Even as a country people will fight each other over the most stupidest things. But when it comes to hating the neighboring countries, they will all simultaneously and magically their own differences are forgotten.

I am in no way glorifying hatred, because the feeling is unhealthy in itself. But looking at a much wider perspective it is still necessary to sometimes make people come together. I hope this trend changes one day.

Seeing You From Far

Tried hard to put you in words, but could not do so now,

A poem or just a few words would not suffice coz u are so wow.

I look at you over the bays and rows from my chair,

You look so damn beautiful when you just flick your hair.

Your eyes are so beautiful, so real and bright,

They could bring a glimmer in the darkness of a night.

Your face so glamorous reminds me of the full moon,

Makes me think about you always, morning-night & noon.

I don’t know your name but I think I know your heart,

I feel you are the one I have been looking from the start.

You are so far everyday but how does it still feel so near?

You are no one special in my life but still you feel so dear.

Your lips are so like red rubies cant take my eyes off them ever,

If I can make you mine this birth I will leave you never.

If you think these are just words and nothing but a bunch of lies..

Look at me and search the truth, you will clearly see it in my eyes!

Noise

Need the noise around to forget the silence,

Noise that is so chaotic and so freaking tense.

Need that noise to forget the striking pain,

Make so much noise that it numbs the brain.

The peace is sickening, silence tearing me down,

Fill the noise through every street and every town.

Drive the calm away in the forests and valleys deep,

Let the noise shimmer every place killing all possible sleep.

Let noise be so loud it drives all the people mad,

Let it be so devastating it fuddles between the good and the bad.

Give me a noise filled world and noise filled souls,

Louder than a million nukes, larger than a zillion trolls.

Let there be greater chaos so people yearn for eternal quite,

Let them realize the value of peace so they never fight.

Let them realize the pain so they make a better choice,

So they always want the serene and never again choose noise!

Unending Pain

I thought I could escape the pain,

I thought it will pass with the rain,

But all my efforts washed away in vain,

I lie here all alone getting insane.

I don’t understand why I never succeed,

I don’t know why I still have the need,

When will my heart n mind be freed?

When will all this end and I stop to bleed?

When will I stop being blown?

When will they change their sarcastic tone?

I want to be ever out of this zone,

I never ever wanna feel so alone.

Why do I always end up alone in bed?

Counting the tears which are fruitlessly shed,

Why do I always bleed so red?

Why am I alive and still not dead?

A million dollar smile in ten rupees only!

                  On my way to work today, I saw a child who was not more than 3 years old. He stood in shabby clothes, by the signal, waiting for cars to stop so he could beg for money. My car was the first one to approach the changing red light and the boy outstretched his arm, signaling me to stop. He came closer to my window and was trying hard to see in through as he was so small. I pulled down my windows, and he looked at me with expectant eyes. I wanted to give him something special. And a one rupee coin would make him happy, I knew that. But from my wallet I took out the 10 rupee coin, which is very rare to get and which was the only one I ever got. i gave him the coin and waited for his response. He gave me the sweetest smile, I ever received. He gave me the sweetest smile, I ever received. It was a smile which said thanks, which made me want to hug him at a point of time. His innocence touched my heart in ways I never knew something could. He kept looking at the coin for about 30 seconds. He had no idea of its value, but he knew the coin was different and admired the shiny texture. He looked at me again, and showed me the coin with another smile. He came closer to my car again. He wanted to talk, but all he could say was “vala pav chahiye”. The signal turned green and I moved on still touched to the core. If only I could help more!

Easier to Break than to Make~!

Human nature is very weird. And in ways our intelligence is our greatest enemy. People over ages have fought great wars to achieve peace, whereas peace prevailed in the times when men were not so intelligent.It is so much more easier to start a war and break countries or groups over petty issues. Peace is rather a difficult aspect to achieve. A sore word here and there can start up the bloodiest of fights. People in this world are willing to fight almost on any stupid issue to prove a false feeling of supremacy. What men forget is that the proved supremacy, even if it lasts for a lifetime will have to eventually end its reign. Most of the fights are fought without the slightest of reason, and the purpose would not even serve for more than a couple of hours sometimes. But still men continue to fight over and waste their precious energy, instead of utilizing their creativity and intelligence for greater peace of mankind. And a war once fought takes decades or centuries to be forgotten. It is so difficult to bring the people together and make them realize a common religion and faith which is humanity and not otherwise.

Left Alone

In this world full of so many people, it is so easy to be invisible. So difficult to get noticed. So easy to be a part of a crowd. Why does one have to have to be so much interactive and spontaneous to be in a group? Why does one have to learn to either bitch about people, or learn to act totally stupid to get noticed? One with a quiet nature and soft mouth will not get noticed, even if he has the nicest of thoughts or ideas. This person does not get accepted if he does not voice his opinions loud enough for everyone to hear him. It is very important for a person to speak out. Even if it is something stupid and un-meaningful. The bottom line is, to be in a group, you really have to stay there and run behind it and put in efforts. You cant be a quiet person and expect people to come to you. But this is not fair is it? What if a person is simply not one of the speaking types. If he is one of the types who has lovely ideas, but wants to stay quite until needed. Why is the person left alone in the dark, for being himself?

Can't say what I want to!

I love you so much but i cant say that  do,

My heart stops beating every time i see you.

Can't tell you the depth of ocean, can't explain flight of birds,

Can't express my love, can't tell you in words.

I look at you everyday from far and so near,

When i miss you a lot I always shed a tear.

Its hard to admit or understand Y I love you so,

Why does my heart beat so fast, I really do not know.

Why did I fall in love, I knew it was not meant to be,

How did I get so trapped, when i wanted to be free.

My heart is no longer with me, you stole it so soon.

How could i stop myself, your face reminded me of the moon.

There is no way I can tell you, noway to explain,

Even if I wanted to, I could never share my pain.

I wish you would magically know, what I wanted to say,

That is the only thing I wish for, that is the only reason i pray.

Not getting something you love

Many a times you fall in love with something which is simply not within your reach. So has been in the nature of humans over the ages of evolution, to long for what they cannot have. But this is one of the reasons why man has evolved from the dark caves to the sunlight bright apartments. But what does the heart break feel like when something so beautiful is close to you and you cannot touch it. You can see it and almost feel it. But still you cant have it. And the very thought of not able to get what you so much love, breaks your heart in a million pieces over and over again. It can be and object or even a person. If it is something of an object to buy, you can work hard to wards it. But if this is a person, you love with all your heart and if the person already belongs to someone else. There is not much you can do about it. Except just watch the person break your heart again and again and the person, not even realizing the amount of damage caused. If you ever have fallen in such a depressing situation, you will understand the pain that i feel! Pray for me if you do!

Your Eyes

Your Eyes are the most beautiful i have ever seen,
They remind me of vast oceans and pastures green.
They are beautiful as roses and bright as the sun,
They are lovely as heaven can be compared with none.


I want to see myself always in your deep eyes,
Which speak only truth and tell no lies.
Want to look at them all morning, noon & Night,
I don't want them to be ever out of my sight.


Your eyes have magic & a hint of slight pain,
They are so beautiful, they remind me of the first rain.
I find them so hypnotic, so clear and deep,
If they signal me to, i will take a mountain leap.


Your eyes soothes my pain, makes it all go away,
Removes the darkness of my heart, makes it clear as day.
I love them so much, i can never see them cry,
To soothe your pain if i need to i will kill or readily die!

Balancing the good and bad

          The other day i was thinking about the good and bad which both co-exist in this world together. And the fact is that one is incomplete without the other. If people are doing good all around the world there is lots of bad things happening too. We brood too much over a bad incident, it is not only given more limelight but also it seems bigger than the good happening all around the world. People would rather say there is more bad things happening, such as rapes, murders, terrorist attacks deaths etc. all around. But i rather see the world in a balance of good and bad things in an average of all the days. Simply the good things are not too much highlighted. There are people doing so much good too, to balance out the good bad ratio, and no person has 50 percent of both in them. Each person will have something more than the other. Even the person himself or any of us cannot judge how much of a good or bad person he is. But even if the whole world becomes good-- hypothetically then there still would be bad things around. Peace maybe can be attained one day, but bad things cannot be eliminated, cos the worst of all bad things is death. ts the end of life, end of the power to do good. And that will never change. Whenever there is too much god happening, an earthquake or calamity might bring back the ratio to level up. Whatever one does, one cannot move the balance of good and bad. Both will be ever present, and one is absolutely necessary to understand the other.

Stop these thoughts

Y do these thoughts dont stop
Y ar they so difficult to drop.
They eat my head dont lemme think straight
I succumb to them as a fish in bait.



I wanna block them, make them go away
I really try hard again and again everyday.
Thoughts keep coming, attacking my stupid brain
They hurt me bad, cause so much pain.



I want to think no more, just do what i have to do
Noone can help me here, not even you.
I feel so helpless even when i rest upon my bed
The only thing which will stop this is a bullet in my head!

The world talks you just have to listen

How long has it been since you just kept your mouth shut and listened??? Ever tried to listen to the world, to the objects, to nature......everything around you...the more keenly you listen the more you learn and the more you enjoy. Surprisingly everything around us keeps talking, some tell about present and some about past......not only humans but also objects and animals. The noise tells us its a city, the peace tells us its a grave, the crisp wind tells us its the valleys, the flowing water tells us its the springs, a vehicle noise tells u its condition......and so on and so forth. It is so magical that although you do not understand all the languages but when u listen carefully you can tell by the sound notes about the emotions in the voice...the anger...the emotion the happiness. Every object talks...if you just kept a little shut about everything and stop complaining about everything and listened you would know so many things and so many answers.....God is talking pls listen......you will hear him if u try. If you start listening to everything thing...you will learn how to listen to your heart...that is the way to listen to God!!

Its ok if you cant say

There are some feelings in you which i cant seem to reach,
Some barriers you put up,which i m not able to breach.

You seem to tell me everything,but still it feels as you hide,
You have words and feelings hidden very deep inside.





Its fine if you decide not to open upto me,
But if you can pls do it will make your heart free.

I will wait till the day you decide to take me to that lane,
The special place in your heart where you keep all your pain.

Till then i will keep doing things which will make you smile,
Its ok if i dont succeed in the beginning & take a little while.


I wont give up on you till i make your heart feel good,
Even if i have to cross mountains, for you i really would.

Be yourself before me

Its ok to be sad its ok to grieve,
What you show others is what they really believe.


No one notices your sorrow neither your pain,
Its best to cry your tears when there is rain.



You can be yourself, you can tell me you are hurt,
I promise 2 keep ur secrets, i promise not to blurt.



If you ever need a shoulder to cry your tears away,
I'll be there to wipe them up and listen to what u say.

Missing you Madly

The nights have become longer and so have the days,
I hate these moments, I hate this phase.

I cant stay much longer apart from you,
I have missed people before but this feels so new.



Even though i hear your voice, I still miss the touch,
I miss your sweet laughter, I miss you very much.

Your memories, your thoughts, your letters wont do,
There is nothing on this earth which can substitute YOU.



Come back my love, come back to me soon,
Without you life looks ugly, and so does the moon.

I will wait for the day till I can hold you once again,
But please return soon, I can no more bear the PAIN!

Friendship At its Best

 

 Friendship is the greatest feeling of all times. It is something which helps you accept the other person as it is, no strings attached. It is about the times when your friend needed your help at 3:00 am at night and you jumped off the bed without a second thought. Its about those moments where you sat with your friends discussing the serious issues of life and forgetting them the next moment over a cup of tea. It is the hilarious laughter which u shared over the silliest jokes or the stupidest moments. It is the person whom you curse at the first small stupid thing which happens to your life including the loss of your belongings which you were supposed to look after in the first place. But it's also the strength which u get from after that first heartbreak, or failure. It is the words which you will listen to more readily than the words of elders or parents. It it feeling which comes over like a blanket after you meet a very old friend with whom u shared all those feelings mentioned above.
We have a lot of bad things surrounding us in our lives. But something which is greater than all the bad, is the good we can find in friendship. It is eternal and beautiful.

Wearing a Mask

Today when i look at the pics we clicked during the celebration of holi, the thought striked me that we all were wearing a multicolored mask. When some of us tried to recognize the others in the pictures, it was bit difficult at some points. But this was just a matter of some color which would wash off in a day. But what about the masks we are wearing in our real lives. Just to fit in the crowd or to show other people that we belong....we wear different masks at different situations. We sometimes change ourselves or alter our behavior to be like the crowd. And I don't blame the people who wear a mask...but rather the society which expects us to behave in a certain manner to achieve acceptance.

Only if somehow we did not have the power to wear a mask or the capability to do so, we could be such better people. We could atleast be real...and know each other for the monsters we really are from within behind the mask!

Thoughts On My Deathbed

I lie on my deathbed looking at the past, my youth years, my childhood. There are so  many things I have wronged. So many things i could have done better things, could have made more friends. Less enemies. I earned so much money and fought with so many people in the process. I ignored those who were close to me..just because i wanted others to come closer. So many misunderstandings could have been avoided. i could have spread so much more smiles. I could myself have smiled a lot more...laughed much more. If only i could take those harsh words back. If only i could stop those tears from coming out....from all the people whom i hurt so much. If only i would have worried about my future less and had enjoyed my present more. But that is not what i did back then. What is the use of regretting it now. Alas!My life is going to end and there is nothing that i can do about it. Pls GOD let me go in the past, change a few things and correct a few more. And i never thought GOD would actually grant me that wish. but he did. And here i am back again...to make a few changes and create a few more smiles. I can actually make my death more serene than what i just was facing. So making changes, erasing the wrongs and living life as it should be lived. You wont get you second chance. Not everyone is so lucky!!!

Damned Life

What do i say to make u feel my Love,

My heart screams for your being from in and above.

Your beauty makes me a prisoner of my own heart,

Your sweet words pierce me like a thousand poison darts.

I hope you feel what i do, i hope u understand,

Without your love my life will be so damned!

Need U in this world!

Starts with a cry ends with the last beat,
the last phase is the one which u cant ever cheat.

Time ticks by but one never understands,
life is lighter than air and smoother than finest sands.

What has started must come to an end,
its a prolonged routine a never ending trend.

I do not understand this bullshit nor this utter crap,
All i know is that i need u beside me...else this all feels like a chained trap.


----dedicated to the one who might ever come.