I am Sorry

I am sorry that I hurt you so very bad,

But how could I help it you made me so mad;

The things you said to me made my head go blown,

Please lemme explain please pick up the phone.

I do not know in this who was wrong or right,

It was so messy but not worth a fight;

Over this small thing I cant lose a good friend,

Want to be with you forever till the very end.

I hope we get back together as we used to be,

I am ready to take all the blame on me;

Hope you can forgive me and be my friend again,

Cant imagine life without you cant bear so much pain.

My Friend My Saviour

When I told her my feelings,

She so broke my heart.

Did not think it would hurt me,

She just tore me apart.

I feel so hollow and left out,

How could she leave me alone?

She knew I had no friends,

How could she be such a stone!

There were no tears to shed,

I was dead from within.

I felt nothing in my heart,

No more pain on the skin.

Then I met a good friend,

She brought me back to life.

She healed my heart somehow,

And removed the rusted knife.

I can’t thank her enough,

She is one of the very few.

In case you are wondering who it is,

It’s none other than you. :)

Thank You For Being There

Care for me not so much that I can’t breathe,

You are the only one for me the only one I need;

But I don’t want to hope for something which can never be,

I don’t want to make you magically fall in love with me.

Don’t take away my life which is my pain,

If you later leave me I might go insane;

Let’s so be close but still remain far,

I can’t bear to see you with another scar.

I know you care for me more than any ever could,

All left me alone but you always stood;

Maybe in next life we can be together atleast,

Maybe I’ll be a better self and not such a beast.

Thinking about you

Its so late now but I think about you in the dark,

Just few moments with you has left me such a deep mark;

Thinking about you throughout the whole night,

Waiting to see your face at the dawn of the morning light.

Your voice reminds me of wind passing rain wet trees,

Your touch feels soothing as the autumn breeze;

I know you so less but it feels as it is meant to be be,

Is it true that you were sent only for me?

Why does my heart beat so fast as I think of your name?

Is this the end of my wait or fate’s small little game?

I am scared to come near so afraid to lose you so fast,

I hope my search has ended, I hope you are the one at last!