Heartdead till Deathbed

I sit amongst the crowd being all alone,

My heart beats like a machine....like a piece of stone;

The moments keep passing.....away passes time,

In this life nothing belongs to me nothing is mine.

Happiness and sadness is a big lie,

All of us in the end have to definitely die;

Working so hard taking all the pains,

End takes it all will leave me no gains.

I go numb with every second passed,

What will one do with all the wealth amassed?

I try hard to be numb and keep my heart dead,

Just waiting for this life to pass till my deathbed.

Letting you go

I love you so much though I can’t express my love,

I want to say it all my feelings from inside and above.

Your sweet face reminds me of the very first rain,

I can never bear to see you in the slightest of pain.

I hope you understand how I feel for you in my heart,

If I don’t get you in my life I will be so torn apart.

My love is not so special so I can never let you know,

I want you to live happier so I will just let you go.

I know you are hurt from within I know the pain,

I know how it feels how it drives one insane.

So that’s y I won’t say cos I m scared it will hurt more,

I can never see you hurt can never see you sore.

i'll love u once i find you

You make me dance, put my heart in a trance,

My lips have an instant smile with your one glance;

You captured me from within my soul,

Making you mine is my only goal.

Cant express in words what I feel for you inside,

You make my spirits soar make my happiness glide;

What I feel for you is so absolutely true,

You would look so damn cute in blue.

I would treat u like a doll and like a princess,

Just be mine baby just say yes;

I'll be with you all life and be around,

I will treasure you like a diamond once you are found.

Still Searching

Still searching for you all Day and Night,

You haven’t turned up in my arms yet;

Every night goes without Love or Fight,

I wonder why we still haven’t met.

Don’t you hear my call my whistle my song,

I search for you the whole world wide;

Without you life looks so long,

I stare empty at the sea and the tide.

I know you’re out there why don’t you come?

I have waited for you a very long time;

I know for me you are the only one,

Come to me quick, please quick be mine!

Need that Love!

I need that stupid love,

Need the familiar pain.

Can’t live without it,

Am going so insane.

My life is worthless,

Just a piece of crap.

Just wanna die,

Free myself from this trap.

I waited long enough,

But nothing good I saw.

My life is a joke,

It’s become a big flaw.

Poems don’t lessen the pain,

Just hollow words afterall.

I wanna lie dead,

Wanna no longer crawl.