Thinking about you

Its so late now but I think about you in the dark,

Just few moments with you has left me such a deep mark;

Thinking about you throughout the whole night,

Waiting to see your face at the dawn of the morning light.

Your voice reminds me of wind passing rain wet trees,

Your touch feels soothing as the autumn breeze;

I know you so less but it feels as it is meant to be be,

Is it true that you were sent only for me?

Why does my heart beat so fast as I think of your name?

Is this the end of my wait or fate’s small little game?

I am scared to come near so afraid to lose you so fast,

I hope my search has ended, I hope you are the one at last!

Keep Smiling

The way you roll your eyes when you give a smile,

You look as beautiful as a bride walking down the aisle;

Look like a snow princess in the color white,

I think about you all day and night.

When you thank me for nothing special done,

As you laugh gleeful when you have some fun;

My heart skips a beat everytime I watch you go,

I care for you truly and this I hope you know.

When you dress beautiful it makes me feel nice,

Can’t stop looking at you as you make me look twice;

Always keep smiling ‘cos that’s what I love about you,

Makes me remember the first rain and the soft dew.

Never Want To Leave You

I stare at the gifts which you gave me long back,

Look at your beautiful face all day on my Mac,

I keep feeling your presence over & over again,

Try to forget your thoughts & drown away the pain.

Put a fake smile & walk around all day,

Want to meet you soon there is so much to say,

But in your presence I feel so tongue tied,

Can’t show you my love so I try to hide.

When you leave my sight I shed unseen tears,

My heart fills with doubt and so many fears,

I miss you so much it’s difficult to stand,

Never want you to go, never leave my hand.

Heartdead till Deathbed

I sit amongst the crowd being all alone,

My heart beats like a machine....like a piece of stone;

The moments keep passing.....away passes time,

In this life nothing belongs to me nothing is mine.

Happiness and sadness is a big lie,

All of us in the end have to definitely die;

Working so hard taking all the pains,

End takes it all will leave me no gains.

I go numb with every second passed,

What will one do with all the wealth amassed?

I try hard to be numb and keep my heart dead,

Just waiting for this life to pass till my deathbed.

Letting you go

I love you so much though I can’t express my love,

I want to say it all my feelings from inside and above.

Your sweet face reminds me of the very first rain,

I can never bear to see you in the slightest of pain.

I hope you understand how I feel for you in my heart,

If I don’t get you in my life I will be so torn apart.

My love is not so special so I can never let you know,

I want you to live happier so I will just let you go.

I know you are hurt from within I know the pain,

I know how it feels how it drives one insane.

So that’s y I won’t say cos I m scared it will hurt more,

I can never see you hurt can never see you sore.