Not getting something you love

Many a times you fall in love with something which is simply not within your reach. So has been in the nature of humans over the ages of evolution, to long for what they cannot have. But this is one of the reasons why man has evolved from the dark caves to the sunlight bright apartments. But what does the heart break feel like when something so beautiful is close to you and you cannot touch it. You can see it and almost feel it. But still you cant have it. And the very thought of not able to get what you so much love, breaks your heart in a million pieces over and over again. It can be and object or even a person. If it is something of an object to buy, you can work hard to wards it. But if this is a person, you love with all your heart and if the person already belongs to someone else. There is not much you can do about it. Except just watch the person break your heart again and again and the person, not even realizing the amount of damage caused. If you ever have fallen in such a depressing situation, you will understand the pain that i feel! Pray for me if you do!

Your Eyes

Your Eyes are the most beautiful i have ever seen,
They remind me of vast oceans and pastures green.
They are beautiful as roses and bright as the sun,
They are lovely as heaven can be compared with none.


I want to see myself always in your deep eyes,
Which speak only truth and tell no lies.
Want to look at them all morning, noon & Night,
I don't want them to be ever out of my sight.


Your eyes have magic & a hint of slight pain,
They are so beautiful, they remind me of the first rain.
I find them so hypnotic, so clear and deep,
If they signal me to, i will take a mountain leap.


Your eyes soothes my pain, makes it all go away,
Removes the darkness of my heart, makes it clear as day.
I love them so much, i can never see them cry,
To soothe your pain if i need to i will kill or readily die!

Balancing the good and bad

          The other day i was thinking about the good and bad which both co-exist in this world together. And the fact is that one is incomplete without the other. If people are doing good all around the world there is lots of bad things happening too. We brood too much over a bad incident, it is not only given more limelight but also it seems bigger than the good happening all around the world. People would rather say there is more bad things happening, such as rapes, murders, terrorist attacks deaths etc. all around. But i rather see the world in a balance of good and bad things in an average of all the days. Simply the good things are not too much highlighted. There are people doing so much good too, to balance out the good bad ratio, and no person has 50 percent of both in them. Each person will have something more than the other. Even the person himself or any of us cannot judge how much of a good or bad person he is. But even if the whole world becomes good-- hypothetically then there still would be bad things around. Peace maybe can be attained one day, but bad things cannot be eliminated, cos the worst of all bad things is death. ts the end of life, end of the power to do good. And that will never change. Whenever there is too much god happening, an earthquake or calamity might bring back the ratio to level up. Whatever one does, one cannot move the balance of good and bad. Both will be ever present, and one is absolutely necessary to understand the other.

Stop these thoughts

Y do these thoughts dont stop
Y ar they so difficult to drop.
They eat my head dont lemme think straight
I succumb to them as a fish in bait.



I wanna block them, make them go away
I really try hard again and again everyday.
Thoughts keep coming, attacking my stupid brain
They hurt me bad, cause so much pain.



I want to think no more, just do what i have to do
Noone can help me here, not even you.
I feel so helpless even when i rest upon my bed
The only thing which will stop this is a bullet in my head!

The world talks you just have to listen

How long has it been since you just kept your mouth shut and listened??? Ever tried to listen to the world, to the objects, to nature......everything around you...the more keenly you listen the more you learn and the more you enjoy. Surprisingly everything around us keeps talking, some tell about present and some about past......not only humans but also objects and animals. The noise tells us its a city, the peace tells us its a grave, the crisp wind tells us its the valleys, the flowing water tells us its the springs, a vehicle noise tells u its condition......and so on and so forth. It is so magical that although you do not understand all the languages but when u listen carefully you can tell by the sound notes about the emotions in the voice...the anger...the emotion the happiness. Every object talks...if you just kept a little shut about everything and stop complaining about everything and listened you would know so many things and so many answers.....God is talking pls listen......you will hear him if u try. If you start listening to everything thing...you will learn how to listen to your heart...that is the way to listen to God!!