Missing you Madly

The nights have become longer and so have the days,
I hate these moments, I hate this phase.

I cant stay much longer apart from you,
I have missed people before but this feels so new.



Even though i hear your voice, I still miss the touch,
I miss your sweet laughter, I miss you very much.

Your memories, your thoughts, your letters wont do,
There is nothing on this earth which can substitute YOU.



Come back my love, come back to me soon,
Without you life looks ugly, and so does the moon.

I will wait for the day till I can hold you once again,
But please return soon, I can no more bear the PAIN!

Friendship At its Best

 

 Friendship is the greatest feeling of all times. It is something which helps you accept the other person as it is, no strings attached. It is about the times when your friend needed your help at 3:00 am at night and you jumped off the bed without a second thought. Its about those moments where you sat with your friends discussing the serious issues of life and forgetting them the next moment over a cup of tea. It is the hilarious laughter which u shared over the silliest jokes or the stupidest moments. It is the person whom you curse at the first small stupid thing which happens to your life including the loss of your belongings which you were supposed to look after in the first place. But it's also the strength which u get from after that first heartbreak, or failure. It is the words which you will listen to more readily than the words of elders or parents. It it feeling which comes over like a blanket after you meet a very old friend with whom u shared all those feelings mentioned above.
We have a lot of bad things surrounding us in our lives. But something which is greater than all the bad, is the good we can find in friendship. It is eternal and beautiful.

Wearing a Mask

Today when i look at the pics we clicked during the celebration of holi, the thought striked me that we all were wearing a multicolored mask. When some of us tried to recognize the others in the pictures, it was bit difficult at some points. But this was just a matter of some color which would wash off in a day. But what about the masks we are wearing in our real lives. Just to fit in the crowd or to show other people that we belong....we wear different masks at different situations. We sometimes change ourselves or alter our behavior to be like the crowd. And I don't blame the people who wear a mask...but rather the society which expects us to behave in a certain manner to achieve acceptance.

Only if somehow we did not have the power to wear a mask or the capability to do so, we could be such better people. We could atleast be real...and know each other for the monsters we really are from within behind the mask!

Thoughts On My Deathbed

I lie on my deathbed looking at the past, my youth years, my childhood. There are so  many things I have wronged. So many things i could have done better things, could have made more friends. Less enemies. I earned so much money and fought with so many people in the process. I ignored those who were close to me..just because i wanted others to come closer. So many misunderstandings could have been avoided. i could have spread so much more smiles. I could myself have smiled a lot more...laughed much more. If only i could take those harsh words back. If only i could stop those tears from coming out....from all the people whom i hurt so much. If only i would have worried about my future less and had enjoyed my present more. But that is not what i did back then. What is the use of regretting it now. Alas!My life is going to end and there is nothing that i can do about it. Pls GOD let me go in the past, change a few things and correct a few more. And i never thought GOD would actually grant me that wish. but he did. And here i am back again...to make a few changes and create a few more smiles. I can actually make my death more serene than what i just was facing. So making changes, erasing the wrongs and living life as it should be lived. You wont get you second chance. Not everyone is so lucky!!!

Damned Life

What do i say to make u feel my Love,

My heart screams for your being from in and above.

Your beauty makes me a prisoner of my own heart,

Your sweet words pierce me like a thousand poison darts.

I hope you feel what i do, i hope u understand,

Without your love my life will be so damned!